Nobody knows me really

Nobody knows about my feelings. Even if I tell you, would you understand me? Would you really know what I mean? Can you look into my heart?

Nobody knows what I want, so why can anybody give me advice? Nobody can, because I have to feel what my heart says on my own. I have to find out what I want first, before other people start to tell me what is good for me.
But sometimes, I do stupid things. Things that I regret. Things I wished somebody would have told me to not do it. I don't want to do regrettable things. I don't want to embarrass myself. I don't want that things happen which i didn't want to happen, only because nobody warned me.

So what should I do? How do I know if I do the right thing? How do I know if my Friends give me the right suggestion? How do I know?
Right. I don't know. I never know, what will happen. I can't evaluate what will happen next. Because like everybody else, I can't see the future and I can't look in anybody's heart. I don't know what they do next.

But that is life. Isn't that the thing what is so exciting about life? Isn't that the point what makes every decision important? And isn't that also the reason why we always try hard because life gives us only one chance?

So I'm still without decision. Because nobody knows what is the best for me. And me neither. So how am I gonna decide. I will just do what I feel like after I thought about it really long.

And that's what we should do. Use our head and listen to our heart.

I guess I love you. ♥♥♥